Confused

So, I haven't updated in a while.  But like lots of stuff is going on that I'm just not going to go into detail about.  There's been just the random stupid stuff, like having to run three miles in gym (not fun).  And then I'm just confused about other stuff-- like I said that high school stuff was much more interesting than middle school stuff, but it's also way less straightforward.  Like, even when things are simple when it meets the eye, they usually aren't.  And sometimes single isn't really single.  Even worse, if you're plagued with the shadow of 'just my close girl friend' you're totally screwed over.  Like, sometimes people are so dense that not only will they never see you as anything different, but they also burden you with all of their relationship problems.  And, either you can be a bitch when they ask your opinion about girls they like and be like 'no she's a bitch that doesn't like you- she's just leading you on' or you can give actual advice so that they go and get with someone else.  It's confusing-- what's the right thing to do, really?  And then it seems like all of my friends are shadowing or going to special schools in the middle of nowhere.  They need to do what's best for them, but really, I hate being deserted.  Even better, one of my guy friends has taken to going, 'you don't understand' to me whenever I comment on his un-relationship woes, and the stupid parties he goes to.  Well, I understand that the parties he goes to are a big deal ('you have to go or you aren't invited again'), but I also understand that like all that anyone does at the parties is get drunk and act stupid.  So he complains about the people at the parties, but then gets all mad whenever I ask him why he bothers to go.  And then, when he talks about how he has un-relationship problems and stuff he has the gall to tell me that 'I don't understand what it's like'.  Okay, now this really pisses me off, he assumes he knows me well enough to say 'you've never had a problem getting over someone, this is so complicated you don't get it'.  It's like, times like this I just want to turn around and be, "FUCK YOU", but I'm not that kind of girl, you know? Even worse, I've blown up at so many people for silly things that don't matter.  Why do I have to be such a bitch?  Comment.  It was a long bitchfest, I know.